My new year resolution...

Ok, the truth is, 2008 had been quite a dramatic year for me, lost a lot which was close to me.. That one person who was the life to me, those who gave me energy… or maybe I just ended up losing myself.

But with a new year comes new expectations, new hopes, and with me getting my first daily deviation on deviant art… I feel I’ve found my lost purpose…

And that purpose is to entertain…

So what if life’s been cruel its cruel to everyone.. we got to live with it… we got to as they say.. “MOVE ON!”

So here I am making a new start… fingers crossed… eyes closed.. Breathing in the aroma of the sand after the shower of the first winter rain..

I hold in my hand my diary… and a pen.. and I I am asking myself what is to be my new year’s resolution. What is it that I want to achieve this year… move on.. nope sertinly not, ive given up on the methodology of relationships, ah hive found my first point..

1. Stop being emo about life, accept it and enjoy the Present… enjoy those who I have with me, for as long as they are their, and when they leave say my farewell to them in a pleasant way…

2. focus more on my passion for photography…

3. express myself with the objective to entertain others

4. rent and setup a proper studio space some where in the middle of the city

5. get back into social services and start working heartedly for human kind anyway I can

6. learn more about the phenomenon of light and photography techniques

7. start teaching

8. be less complaining ok again point one (stop being emo about life :) )

9. start saving for higher studies

10. start being more accepting…


what else what else can I add here…

11. get back into the habit of reading

12. stop jumping to conclusions

13. restart my project on creating a platform for south Asian artists.


Hmm ahh the wind is so soothing… is this a tear in my eyes… y aim still thinking… my mind’s still wondering about… thinking…

14. start gardening… :D

15. maybe change my wardrobe… ya I guess ive to much of black but then again that’s the one color I feel the most comfortable in

16. get beck to studding human emotions (emotional intelligence)

17. hold exhibitions

18. help others any way I can

19. maybe get a proper job…

20. Launch my t-shirt brand.. Something I’ve been delaying for two years now…

What else can I add?

My mind is now empty as I here a plane flying overhead.. ya I live really close to the airport…

21. get back in contact with friends I myself had cut myself from…

22. dye my hair blue .lol ok where did that come from… scrap that..

23. learn to cook, ya I like cooking to :p

ive just closed my eyes and im just letting the view take over me.. letting it do to me as it pleases, let it give me the emotions it may wanna give me… Its always a pleasure finding time for self..

24. Take one day out in the week to go on a date with myself… maybe just come up here and enjoy the silence or maybe just go out and treat myself.. just me and myself…

25. Start writing more

guess thats it for now... lets see now how this year goes :)